Wednesday, January 27, 2010

First blog...

So this is my first blog and I'm just having one of those days. Those days where you look back on the simplicity of life, how it was when you were a kid. Today I found myself just longing to be held? Why you may ask? Just because I miss the days when I could crawl into my moms lap and curl up while she held me. It makes me miss not having to live up to her high expectations. Back then I could just be me, and no matter what she loved me regardless. Now that I'm older I feel that every mistake I make causes my mom to love me a little less and look at me different. Although I know no matter what I do she's gonna be there at the end of the day I still wish I didn't have to "measure up." well that's it for my first leave comments if you want.

3 comments:

  1. Awe....well, Don't worry, because if we are honest with ourselves...none of us measure up to what we should be. Don't be too hard on yourself Teddi...One day we will be held by our Loving Heavenly Father, who loves us no matter what....even when we sin. Remember you are loved

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  2. my best friend told me..." even though it may be hard for your mom to express her love in the way u'd like. dont ever doubt her love for you!" Your mom cares alot for you girly. Dont forget it.:)

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  3. thanks for reminding me hay! :))

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